Bent out of shape

originally fine,

I wanted it whole,

I thought it was mine.

A bite here and there,

with nothing to spare,

Just bent out of shape,

Now, it’s

Time For My Wonder Woman Cape.

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Rode hard

worn out,

put away wet

it was.

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crooked dealings

all the way,

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I’ll just have to fix this.

Today.

First flowers

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one of many firsts for now,

opening to the sun,

closing a chapter of cold.

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Saturation, ongoing into other forms.

Just a first of many,

moving slowing through it all.

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Fear is the new normal

of unanswered questions

letting it be known that I am not worth the answer?

Fear is the new normal

in placing obstacles in my way

for the simple pleasure of watching me trip?

Fear is the new normal

because saying it isn’t so

makes it not so?

So.  Sew.  Sewn.

Uneven.

Power.

Having a good time?

I need to fence

to keep things in,

bouncing off the edges of my brain.

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Expanding the mind,

twisting turning of time,

Work hidden until it is fine.

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I need a fence,

or maybe I just want

to finish to face to the world.

If I complete it now

If I could just figure out how…

I said,

in a whisper

that I didn’t know what to do.

I said,

in a firm voice

that all I wanted was a choice.

I said while I was yelling,

that I knew exactly what to do.

I said, it over and over.

but really,

it has always been up to you.